pulchritudinous

2006-07-24T02:39:00.000+08:00

This blog's been abandoned for LiveJournal (:

when the sun goes down

2006-07-15T01:51:00.000+08:00

Hectic, it has absolutely been. The past week was simply lectures, tutorials, projects, SIM competition. Notice i dint mention sleep? 'Cause it only takes up hmm.. 2 outta 24hours every single day. Why so, you may ask. Two project deadlines to be met, and yes i did, but it was so so last minute. Whatsmore, the SIM National Management Competition was very time-consuming. The team consisting of Florence, Morgan, Janice and I met each evening of each weekday, and each meeting lasts 4-5hours. Outta which, two nights were spent at my place til 2am, then did we end. Totally exhausted everyone. But, good news! We're in to the semi-finals (: Which would mean another whole week of meetings and an almost non-existent bed in my room.

On a slight note, i got my much needed sleep today. 3am-3pm (:

I'll be going for an overseas training programme with Florence end august to mid october. Eight weeks, that is. And and, we're flying to Texas, America! Yayness. Lots of stuffs to prepare and to be done. Forms to be filled, visa to be applied, airtickets to be booked. We already planned to bring minimal clothes over as we're gonna be shopping shopping shopping (: Summer sale !!

Digressing, i need to get into study mood soon.

i dont know why i love you but i do

2006-07-04T01:32:00.000+08:00

i dont know why i love you but i do
i dont know why i cry so but i do
i only know im lonely and that i want you only
i dont know why i love you but i do

i cant sleep nights because i feel so restless
i dont know what to do, i feel so helpless
and since youve been away, i cry both night and day
i dont know why i love you but i do

my days have been so lonely
my nights have been so blue
i dont know how i manage, but i do

each night i sit alone and tell myself
that i will fall in love with someone else
i guess im wasting time but ive got to clear my mind
i dont know why i love you but i do

- clarence 'frogman' henry -

i simply love the song above
it brings me back to february14 '06
dinner and mexican entertainers
just me and you

missed being on the phone with you
thanks for giving me a chance to again
though there were silences
memories clouded my mind
and they were full of you, of us

i dont know why i love you, but i do (:

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2006-06-29T01:10:00.000+08:00

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i'll learn to let go

2006-06-28T09:13:00.000+08:00

An Jing

by Jay Chou

A beautiful song to many, yes.

And it is to me too.

And like the last line goes,

The line that summarizes it all..

I'll learn to let you go

Just because i love you so.

Or at least i'll try to

stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

2006-06-27T00:22:00.000+08:00

pictures frozen in time
are becoming clearer
i dont wanna waste another day
stuck in the shadow of my mistakes

last night's rush to complete IEF report was sheer madness
for now, sleep's all i need.. and perhaps you
but oh wells

2006-06-25T03:38:00.000+08:00

im exhausted and drained

mentally, emotionally, psychologically

HELP

ten things

2006-06-24T00:01:00.000+08:00

Issues that were never solved since day one, having been cast out and left behind during the journey, have resurfaced once again. Your heart is now scarred, but the emergence of a new party will heal it in time. A new party.. Sigh

Yesterday i thought of alot of things. I thought of my life before i knew you, the journey of togetherness with you, and the aftermath - which is now. I realised that in all these different periods, i felt love. Love from different people, love from various aspects, of course. I had it from my friends, i had it from you. Now i still have it from friends, but you've gone. Love is often considered difficult to define. To me, it only means someone is there for emotional support.

I guess much consideration and thought have been put into deciding what's best for the future. And that is, happiness. Thus, ive come up with ten things that will help her to know you better, for both your happiness.

Ten things she should know about you
1. You love massages, both the ticklish and normal way, before and after sleep.
2. Always give and take two hours when trying to wake you up, considering your 'five minutes more' repeats every fifteen minutes.
3. Bring coins on each outing, 'cause you are prone to 'missing five cents' situations.
4. Stock up on body powder, you love feeling clean and smooth to the touch.
5. Never attempt to distract you whilst playing dota, frustration and irritated is expected.
6. Say no when you want to buy something, then surprise you in the end with it.
7. Do not call when you are with friends.
8. Kisses are limited to one per conversation on the phone, except on special cases.
9. Keep apologising til you are satisfied, always give in to unusual requests.
10. Don't expect flowers, nor presents, nor anything that has been hinted before.

I'll take our memories with me, so you can start afresh. With much love.

i miss you.

2006-06-11T00:52:00.000+08:00

i miss our first conversation.
i miss our first outing.
i miss our first dinner.
i miss our first movie.
but im sorry i never remembered the details
i miss latenight sneakouts and stayovers at yours and mine.
i miss sleeping in your boxers.
i miss seeing you in my shorts.
i miss macdonald breakfasts at 4am with you.
and im sorry i cant cook your mee goreng again
i miss massaging you at your requests.
i miss falling asleep with you.
i miss waking up to see you still sound asleep.
i miss disturbing you for two hours to wake you.
but im not given these opportunities anymore
i miss our KL trip in october05.
i miss travelling aimlessly with you.
i miss our shopping finds and purchases.
i miss just being alone with you.
but we can never go back to Times Square indoor themepark
i miss turning around for you in lectures.
i miss studying with you in Confucious room.
i miss hotdogs and bubbleteas at the library cafe.
i miss waiting hours for you after school.
and im sorry i doubt i can do those anymore
i miss the fourteen of february.
i miss you in the ralphlauren shirt i bought.
i miss the wonderful dinner at chijmes.
i miss the walk down orchard road with you.
but one celebration of this special day was all we had
i miss the quarrels we had.
i miss the happiest of us.
i miss how we always made up.
i miss the tears and comfort shared.
but im sorry this would probably be the last of it all
i miss the tingle of your skin.
i miss the warmth of your hugs.
i miss the touch of your lips.
i miss the look in your eyes.
and i know we can never be as one again
i miss the hope of getting back.
i miss the times spent the past month.
i miss you still caring and loving me.
i miss talking to you late at night.
but now these dont happen anymore, for ive been replaced
i miss our one year shared together.
i miss everything we've done.
i miss just being able to see you.
i miss you, three words to sum it all.
another chance is all i ever have to ask of you

period.

2006-06-10T19:57:00.000+08:00

we built it up, to watch it fall.
like it never meant anything at all.

i gave and gave the best of me,

but couldnt give you what you need.

right now,

im an emotional wreck.

period.

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2006-06-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

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2006-06-07T00:00:00.000+08:00

its at times like this

when i need you the most..

but youre not there

Happy girl already :D

2006-06-06T17:56:00.000+08:00

Right, so the 'last thursday' mentioned in the previous post til today would mean a day to two weeks, yea? That's how long this cough has decided to stay. TSK.

In the midst of common test now, simply terrible. Daily dosages of coffee (add sugar, add milk), - no make that one at midnight ta study, one at 5am when i wake up and one at 730am upon reaching school - has made me into a very angsty person. Really.

Personally speaking, i dunt think that 4hours of afternoon nap could make up for the 4hours loss of sleep at night. I usually sleep for 6hours on a normal school day, so you do the calculations. So no, mathematics certainly does not apply in this case.

New linkages up!
Jamie, Sharon, and SG Idol Normannn (:

Proud ta say Norman's my classmate for Year1, and every minute's dedicated to dota be it before during or after school. That's the whole problem. Then again, superb vocals and great songs sung for entertainment. Got in Top28 but dint make it to Top12, so do vote for Norman Then in the wildcard round!

Left with two tests now that's horridly theory-based. Operations Management(OM) and Principals of Marketing(PMKT). Totally detest/dislike/dunt friend/not on good terms with both modules. Save me. Then again, fucken lots of careless mistakes and leftouts for International Economics & Finance(IEF) made this morning. Slap me.

I think i got myself to blame though. Sinfully addicted to online spreeing which takes up my whole afternoon, not that id use it to study anyway. Id probably be napping away again. Speaking of which, forced myself outta bed at 4pm despite the very fantastic cooling weather attributed to heavy rain and prevented myself from transfering funds for the American Eagle spree!! Omg.

Stop me before i bankrupt my bank account, of which zero percent has yet been used for the Great Singapore Sale. Hmmmm, 3days countdown. :D Happy girl already.

nth.

2006-05-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

itchiness in the throat last thursday has turned into a horrible sore throat the very next day and has not gone away since. voice has deepened and strepsils show no signs of cure. accompanied by the very good friend is the running nose. help?

this week's just oh so terrible la. packed schedules comprising of lectures, tutorials, cca, and to make it worst common tests start this saturday and lasts a week. why why why this sem we're not entitled to a week's study break? tsktsk. i hate this. id gladly trade two weeks holiday after tests week for that precious week of study.

huge sigh.

Parties ((((:

2006-05-27T22:19:00.000+08:00

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at
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Ministry of Sound 18june06 (Sunday)

Mixture of

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Exciting games

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Mother's Day

2006-05-15T18:43:00.000+08:00

Reservations were made at VinoVino - my workplace, for the very special Mother's Day (: Celebrated a day earlier on the 13th 'cus 14th was for the grandmother. So anyhow, Krystle Charis and I treated our mums (all girls night!) to a very delightful menu of wine and seafood and meat.

Yulin and her mum were to join us as well, but that sillygirl probably ate her meals then ran around all over (as described in her blog), leading her to an Appendicitis. Tsktsk, sillygirl got admitted into Gleneagles on Thursday night, operation at 1230am, and got discharged the next evening when i visited her (: She's still hurting from the wound, so please take care my dearest cousin!

Back to the dinner, we dined from 8pm till 1am! As in, catching up and watching the Liverpool vs Westham match. Heh, Steven Gerrard! The Newpaper called it the Gerrard Final. Lovely.

Yulin! We'll meet for the will-be-very-belated-birthday-treat. Hahah.

More photos of Mother's Day here.

miss many many

2006-05-09T00:28:00.000+08:00

LAST CALLS FOR --

CHRONIC @ Indochine Wisma
- 20 May
Alcoholic
Tickets at $18

VAUNT @ The Ministry of Sound
- 30 May
Alcoholic + Non-Alcoholic
Tickets at $18
Both's at 18dollars, make the choice. Call/Msg Jaclyn @ 90933312
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1 my right hand's peeling/shedding skin, its moisturizers the whole day.
2 dinner was self-baked frenchfries with macs seaweed pepper and cheese sausages and ribena.
3 ive been taking illegal evening naps recently.

4 i miss you many many.

just one chance

2006-05-07T03:27:00.000+08:00

just one chance, just one breath

just in case there's just one left

cus you know that i love you

ive loved you all along

mahjong craze

2006-05-01T19:42:00.000+08:00

finally finally finally.. it's the first in several weeks that i actually get to sleep 9 whole hours.

fucken shagged the last two days.

Sat/Sun
1600-0300 : work
0330-0900 : mahjong
0930-1300 : sleep

Sun/Mon
1600-0300 : work
0330-0900 : mahjong
0930-1900 : sleep

and here i am at 1943hours.
yeaps, us colleagues play mahjong at workplace (:

100th post

2006-04-29T05:08:00.000+08:00

this is the 100th post!

alright anyhow, its been about two weeks since the last update. been caught up with superly-packed daily schedules that ive hardly got time to breathe, much less to mention sleep!

1. school started on monday, 24th april.
2. still working this whole week

which means, rushing to work after lectures and having barely enough rest to get me through the next day. like like, three four hours of sleep definitely dunt give me nineteen twenty hours of energy to last the next day!

3. clubbing on wednesdays and saturdays after work

this is really sinful, i know. but what to do! been deprived of it for about three weeks before i stepped onto the dance floor again!

4. getting high towards the end of work

free wine, free food, free alcohol. woots! i like (: yihui and i always get to be released earlier than the rest so we sit down with jason (manager) drinking wine and having fingerfood to munch on, lol. gaining weight please! jason got fucking drunk today, lol.

5. supper with colleagues after work

fucken sinful i swear (: still, im loving it.

6. reaching home at 4plus in the morning after work and supper almost everyday

explains for the lack of sleep!

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so now i see why eyebags are blackening below the eyes, and the shagginess ive been feeling everyday. this is so much worse than school, really. tsktsk.

fulltime student, parttime worker.

help !!!

Bliss (:

2006-04-17T13:33:00.000+08:00

VAUNT @ MOS !!!
30 May 2006
Alcoholic + NonAlcoholic

See below for more details!

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I simply love mornings with Baby by my side preparing breakfast then feeding me spoon by spoon with ice milo and ribena to go along with while i laze on bed. Bliss (:

I love you, my precious.

LOVE

2006-04-14T16:35:00.000+08:00

So ive been kinda lazy and busy enough to not post a proper entry for two weeks now, excluding the previous two. Anyhow, the week started off good cus..

The braces are finally off!

Now i eat even more sinful stuffs, which i used to think twice about not cus of the oil or fats or whatnot, but the disgusting thought of all those meat and vegetables getting stuck in between the wires. So three cheers to the end of two years of suffering. Yayness.

Ive been working at Vino Vino, a wine lounge cum restaurant along Mohd Sultan Rd. It's really a nice environment and the people too (: Everyday's a routine as all types of work are. Got to taste different kinds of red/white wines everyday, and im learning more about them! Wine appreciation and stuff. And since its situated fucken near to clubs and all, Wednesdays and Saturdays after-work are reserved for dancing, drinking and having fun. At least that's what's been happening the past two weeks. Double yayness.

Ytd when i ended at 3am, Baby was ard the corner with friends (apparently after clubbing!) so i met him. Headed to Macs for my favourite breakfast =D then to his place to stayover. I like (:

MOS

2006-04-09T05:00:00.000+08:00

FROM THE PEOPLE WHO BROUGHT YOU
ROMP! @ ZOUK, here's another smashing party.

"whoa, hold your horses!
ALCOHOLIC & NON ALCOHOLIC together?"

yeap! you heard it right here,
FIRST EVER NATION WIDE ALCOHOLIC
& NON ALCOHOLIC party.

VAUNT! @ MOS on the 30th May 2006!

Styling competition's on!
Who will be the hottest model?
Who has the hottest and trendiest outfit?
We will show you what's our PROJECT RUNWAY!
with top prizes such as motorola hps, mp3 players
and so much so much more, i cant even name them!

We have so many celebrities joining us maybe its..
kelly poon? denise keller? or ...? and ...
YOU GO SEE IT YOURSELF! go crazy WITH THE CROWD!

REMEMBER ITS THE FIRST NATION WIDE EVENT!

PRESALES: $18(incl. 1 drink)
DOOR: $22 (incl.1drink!).
DONT WAIT AND BUY AT THE DOOR,
COS WE HAVE LIMITED TICKETS,
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There's so much more to this party, i cant divulge anymore..

SO CALL/SMS ME (JACLYN) @ 90933312

PS: you really dont want to wait forever before you get
your hands on them tickets, yo. :)

MoS Party

2006-04-01T14:49:00.000+08:00

Following the smashing success of ROMP@Zouk, i present to you another party at Ministry of Sound! MoS for short. Getting all hyped up and excited? Here's alil information on it (:

Mark on your schedule 30th May '06
Catering to all, its Alcoholic + Non-Alcoholic
Just be Sixteen (year 1990) and above!

Yes uve all heard of Pure, Smoove, Tunnel, 54, Main Room and all others of the biggest club ever. The whole club's gonna be open just for you! Now's your chance to experience it! So get your fingers moving, call up your friends to spread the news!

Presale tickets fixed at $18
Door tickets are at $22

Call Jaclyn at 90933312 for your tickets now!
Reserve now for guaranteed satisfaction (:
What the hell are you waiting for...?!?!?!

More details will be out soon!

PS: Tickets were soldout at ROMP@Zouk, im sure you dont wanna be one of them who regretfully couldnt be in the happening crowd!

Sweet nostalgia

2006-03-30T00:00:00.000+08:00

Fifteen minutes of waiting for the darn 113 feeder bus got me all flustered and impatient, but there was more in store. When i finally got on, the sight left me flabbergasted. The bus, or should i now say school bus, was freakingly jammed packed with very young adolescents, those ten eleven twelve yearolds from PL primary. Adding oil to fury, it was non-airconditioned.

Flashbacks left sweet nostalgia on that bus journey though. Suddenly im transported back in time to that of a twelve year old. I am a primary six student. I wake up at 640am without fail. I listen attentively in class. I panic at the sight of homework everyday. I am feeling nothing but stress. I am sitting for the first major examination in my life, or so i thought then. I do past years papers. Im a good girl. LOL.

Fast forward to the train station. I sat on the right of two PL primary students. The one beside me takes out two workbooks, math and science. She takes out her pencilcase and some foolscap papers. In between writing she speaks in a livid tone to her sister (the other girl). She lashes out in chinese that her sister caused her to be late (for what? i think) - for homework; that she has four five pages of math to be done (she flipped and pointed at the pages whilst speaking); that her crazy (as described) teacher gave tons of homework issued by the monitress despite being on MC; that she has chinese penmanship (xi zi) to do; that their mother was supposed to pick them up but dint.

Right. So that sounded like me when i was her age - all hurried and no-life, save for the sister part cus im the only child in the family. Crazy shit for a twelve yearold, i say. Been there, done that. Memories though, last a lifetime. And i think i like it that way. Scratch that, i know i want it that way - happy or sad. Or at least, id rather.

EDIT;
Should i continue Japanese lessons? I'll be in the intermediate class cus i passed the basics, barely scraping through second sem cus i skipped a couple of lessons. Deadline to register is in a week's time. Im just worried about time management, and i thought id never have a problem with it. Now i know i do, especially so in year2. Damn.

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And ever has it been that love knows not its own depth
until the hour of separation.
-Kahlil Gibran

tell me

2006-03-27T23:25:00.000+08:00

after all that's been said and done
is this where we're supposed to be

do we cling on to our love
or are we better off separated

was it all superficiality
or were they real

so tell me
please tell me

you're still all i ever think about

head on out

2006-03-25T17:41:00.000+08:00

The week hasnt been a good one. Sleepless nights with neverending torturous work at Bqt have left me exhausted, shagged, tired and painful limbs, and whatever you can think of that associates with the after-effects of the dreadful working life.

So anyhow, results were released ytd and im not too happy to even talk about it. Played too much this semester i guess, what with clubbing and late nights and all. Should've been a mummy's girl and listened. Swear i'll do that from april24 onwards, that is when year2 starts.

One more month til then, and it'll be work and work and work. Ytd i had double shifts but dint go. Today i had morning shift but dint go. Tmr i have morning shift but doubt i'll be going. Reckon i'd be suspended anytime soon. Oh whatever.

Tonight's plans to go for LiquidRoom's 1st anniversary party has been replaced with a chillout session at Yihui's place. Hopefully it'll be just as good with the company, the alcohol and the food.

Im wondering if we ought to stay
Or head on out the door

you and i both

2006-03-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

..but often times those words get tangled up in lines

and the bright lights turn to night

until the dawn it brings

another day to sing about the magic

that was you and me..

salem falls

2006-03-19T09:39:00.000+08:00

Saturday, 18 March
Met the three girlie cousins agn for a day out! Fareast-ed till we died, or rather, i died. Someone please please please control my spending? Bought three fucken pairs of pointies/heels cus the saleswoman coerced me into getting the third pair ta get vip membership. Ugh. Got a Chaos tubetop, earrings and a new belt. I so like (: V for Vendetta at 1225am at Cine, plus additional company - Eunice.

Below's the events for last week! Heh.

Saturday, 11 March
MdmWong's Foreplay was forgone to be at LiquidRoom with the darlings (:
Sunday, 12 March
Precious YULIN's sweet 16th birthday

Gathered at her place at 6pm ta dress her up in a skirt, her first in a million years. Headed ta Brewerks opposite ClarkeQuay for dinner. Sumptious (: The scenery was really good, many many pictures taken.

HaagenDaz for dessert - chocolate fondue! Surprised Lin with a lil brownie cake as well.

Much love! Many many more pictures up here!

Tuesday, 14 March
I finally started work again, with Jiayi (: Both of us got caught for dyed hair, had ta spray black. TSK. Makes me wanna stop working altogether. But i need the cash!

Thursday, 16 March
Dinner with Yihui, Alvin, Szeyin, Justin & Weileang at Cine before heading for ROMP@Zouk. Met up with my ticket-buyers, completely wiped out what i had on hand. Got 18 more tickets from Vic but still had 25 short for those who came late. Soldout party (: Anyhow, we left for MoS around 12plus and stayed til 4am. Music's not too bad though, met lotsa friends from the previous era. LOL. Then cabbed ta DXO ta find Baby and to his place we went.

Friday, 17 March
Gave Black&White@Phuture a miss. Cousins Charis and Krystle came over and we dined on PizzaHut whilst watching Brokeback Mountain. Nice show, though they were mumbling all the way and i had ta try to make out what they were rambling about.

Black&White@Phuture

2006-03-15T13:49:00.000+08:00

Sick of ordinary events , tired of the usual crowd?
IndulgeCorp goes out of the norm and presents..

Black&White @Phuture - March 17 (Friday)

Threading along the lines of Puff Daddy annual white party, IndulgeCorp presents the Black & White event. The beginning of the series of vip theme events. Which place would be more appropriate than ClubPhuture [Zouk] needless to say, a club that is a cut above the rest dedicated to the outer edges of entertainment.

A high society event dedicated to the rising stars, socialite personalities, the rich and the famous. Models from top modeling agencies such as Elite, Mannequin & Upfront will be coming down to grace the event. A social event where you will find familiar outstanding faces from different levels being invited to.

R&B stylings by reknown zouk Dj Andrew Chow!

1 for 1 from 11pm - 12am.

Peoples Association Youth Movement exclusive membership drive will be held at this event.

Pre event special - Tasting of the new range of Godiva & Royce Chocolates.
(For early birds before 10pm)

Interested parties call Jaclyn @ 90933312

*NO DOOR SALES*

All other information will be revealed to individuals who are interested.

hangover

2006-03-09T23:34:00.000+08:00

I absolutely love morning calls at 830am by my baby, coupled with his presence and breakfast! Twice consecutively, he's been at it cus one; i am recovering from the surgery and two; i think i was drunk yesternight. Lol.

Yesterday saw me meeting the girls at Wheelock, chatting the cousins up at their workplace, heading down to Lido's PepperLunch for dinner, and the last stop being OBar with Yihui, Szeyin, Eunice and a couple of guys. Waited for Eunice's friend to pick her up to go MoS, then headed in to find the already halfdrunk girls and guys. Saw a very unexpected teacher dancing with a girl (:

Hmm, so i got drunk (blame being put on Szeyin). Eunice came to the rescue and we cabbed home together. The urge to puke came on the way home but luckily the avalanche appeared only when i was safely situated infront of the toilet bowl. What good timing i have! Fucken hangover caused me to awake to a seemingly familiar feeling of dizziness i experienced just days ago from the GA surgery.

So, im now at baby's place for a stayover. While i read my book, he plays dota (i really dunt see the fun in this). While he reads his book, im here typing an entry. Well apparently he's dozed off. Gonna watch VCDs later in the night and the very much-awaited swimming in the morning! Yayness. Been super duper long since i jumped into a swimming pool, not to mention tanning.

pictures

2006-03-07T02:02:00.000+08:00

Okay, ive got photos from both tb12 outing and jaime's birthday. Shant comment or describe them anymore cus its all in the sunday march05's post! Click to enlarge aye. Here you go -

For many many more pictures on pretty babes and handsome dudes, click here !!

help wanted

2006-03-06T15:28:00.000+08:00

My stomach was growling and i was fucken hungry in the wee hours of the morning approximately twelve hours ago, yet i had to resist from the biscuits, campbell soup, maggie mee and whatever whatnots i know i can find in the kitchen. No water, no food. Starvation? This isnt me - Jaclyn, at all! Lol.

Reason's cus i had a GA (general anesthetic) surgery this morning. Not supposed to consume anything lest i vomit halfway through the procedure, so says the doc. Got a second blood test (first one's last week) cus apparently my blood count was way too low due to menstruation. Hahah. Anyhow, got into the operating theatre an hour later. Doc puts me on drip, takes blood pressure and lets me inhale oxygen (super refreshing, i like!) which he later adds some sweet-aroma gas that made me all dizzy and losing consciousness.

The next thing i know, i am awake - to a drowsy feeling of grogginess, much worse than being high or drunk due to alcohol. Tsk! Managed to rummage through my bag for my phone and storybook (: These kept me company till Mum and Dad arrived to pick me home. Thanks Eunice for being there. Heh.

Right now, my mouth's numb and swollen making me look like one who cant control his/her muscles (well at least i dunt drool). And my left hand's plastered at the inner elbow and wrist (which is swollen too cus the drip tube was fucken thick! I saw it coming outta my skin =X)

Doc says my haemoglobin (spell?) level's quite low, which means there aint enough oxygen in my red blood cells. So my mum bought i-dunt-know how many chinese medicine ready to kill me with its bitterness that i so detest. Ugh. Still have three different tablets to be taken after meals as well :(

Somebody sssaaavvveee meeeeeeee ..

Crazy nights

2006-03-05T16:04:00.000+08:00

I like the last three crazy nights (: Very well-spent with tb12 mates and the lovelies.

Thursday
POA paper was relatively easy, super tricky though! Caught me off-guard for a moment but i managed to uncover their ploy. Hahah. PizzaHut for lunch with Wilbert and Baby, borrowed vcds then headed to Baby's place ta watch. Mindhunters was good! Went home, met Eunice (she lives a few blocks behind me) then proceeded to SengKang to meet Yihui. Chilled at Starbucks before leaving for JalanKayu for prata. Those two are crazy people la. I was super worn-out 'cus dint sleep enough the previous night. But we still cabbed to HougangPlaza ta play pool till 2plus. Taxi-ed home with Eunice after that. To think i still read book and slept at 4am when i was super tired! Zzz.

Friday
Woke up at 2plus in the afternoon. Washed up, changed and left for MarinaBay for steamboat dinner with tb12 mates. Only ten, which is half of the class, turned up. Anyhow, great dinner and great company. Took many pictures as well! I might post them up, we'll see la. Then met Eunice in town and we met Yihui, her bf and two more others at BoatQuay. Settled into this ktv pub, bought a Vodka bottle and shared amongst the three girls. Lousy Yihui got drunk and puked. She went home with bf, leaving Eunice and i to meet her friends at Bencoolen (prata again!) Reached home only at 430am. Shagged please.

Saturday
Cousin Jaime's 21st birthday chalet so i went down for bbq dinner. Lotsa friends, relatives and cousins, nice! His huge cake was a Magic card picture, 'cus he's so into it. Lol. Pictures up when ive received them! Anyway, cabbed to LiquidRoom at 12midnight. Yihui and Eunice were there already, zz. And it was much more crowded compared to last Saturday, and i dunt know why! Great music, i emphasize again. Love dancing with Yihui, love grooving with Eunice. Hahahah. Since LiquidRoom closed at 3, went OBar to find Szeyin & WanHua high and drunk respectively. Zzz, stayed awhile there before going for supper. Prata again! I dint eat though, lol. Cabbed home with Eunice, slept at 6am. Fucken exhausted and dehydrated.

Aye, I realize the entry's kinda sucky. But heck lahh. And im apparently slacking at home now. Home alone some more! But i likee =D

Bliss

2006-02-26T03:56:00.000+08:00

Macroeconomics and Business Management simply proved too much to fathom. Two hours of sleep only for both nights before the papers at 9am. Totally deprived of beauty sleep, lol. Then again, it may prove to be all worth it. And i hope it definitely will. Came home after the paper and slept all the way till dinnertime - bliss.

Two papers down and one more to go. Holidays will last for close to two months, in which a six-day trip has been planned for shopping and relaxing with the loved one. I like! It'll be our second getaway together, yayness. The first was during the semester break in October. So anyway, planning have gone underway and im totally looking forward to it.

Am currently contemplating meeting Yihui and the rest at LiquidRoom now. Zzz. Main reason is that the opportunity cost of those four to five hours at the club is my sleep!

//EDIT;

And so i gave in and i went. Thoroughly enjoyed grooving with Yihui, Adeline and Szeyin along with their friends. Downed two jugs with Yihui too. Anyhow, since its my first time at LiquidRoom, i must say its got fantastic hiphop rnb music. Love it. Signed up for the ladies card too, hahah. Free entries for subsequent visits. I like (:

friends forever

2006-02-17T23:07:00.000+08:00

Yihui & Jiayi & Me

For the past year, it's always hanging out with one without the other. Today, finally, we three met up once again. Though it's only for dinner, im satisfied.

and as our lives change, come whatever
we will still be.. friends forever

Valentine's Day (:

2006-02-14T23:59:00.000+08:00

Okay, i dint exactly type this entry on the 14th, today's the 16th to be frank. But what the heck, i just want to commemorate february 14th on my blog. So here goes.

It's Valentine's Day (:

Arrived at darling's house at about 530pm and he hasnt even woken up when our dinner reservation was at 730pm. Anyway, we got ready and taxi-ed down to CHIJMES. Had dinner at this place, Carnivore, which really is a very meaty restaurant as the name suggests. They serve five succulent cuts of meat - chicken, beef, pork, lamb, seafood; and these are continuously served by chefs onto our plates on skewers in which the meat is cooked over an open fire. There's also an open buffet of appetisers and desserts laid out for us.

So anyhow, the main attraction is the two mexican entertainers (i call them mexican because they look like one) who goes to every restaurant in CHIJMES to sing songs while strumming their guitars. And i tell you, they're good. First, they perform in front of everyone; then they go to individual tables (i think to whom they see as new guests because they came to our table) to play at our request. Couldnt think of one at that instant so he recommended playing 'Sway'. Fabulous, it was, and i enjoyed it very much. A special rendition and much differences from the Michael Buble one.

And the restaurant presented a stalk of rose and a small perfume, Lovely by Sarah Jessica Parker. Nice (:

Then it was Jarhead at Cineplex after that. Great show, and i thought it was the usual fighting of war in those wartime movies. The movie was directed in the times where President Bush and Saddam Hussein were battling against each other for the possession of the oil fields. So majority of the scenes were filmed in the desert, how the soldiers struggled and trained for two years. I'll give it four out of five stars.

Later on, darling stayed over at my place.

Click (here) for the album.

Vday Present (:

2006-02-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today, darling and i raked through Bugis, Citylink and PS in search of my valentine's present. Actually we had commenced on the various choices from different branches days ago, but had yet to make the ultimate preference. We did so today. Opted for Lee Hwa Jewellery because of its brandname (microeconomics!), lol. Anyhow, darling bought these precious gifts for me (: Original price of the ring was 668dollars but since it was thirty percent storewide plus an additional ten percent because i was a uob cardmember, it went to about 400bucks. Good deal huh. And then the salesperson asked if we'd like to get another item till it reaches 500dollars to get the privilege card, which means twenty percent off all purchases, and so i did! Picked a pendant costing 218buckaroos. All in all, spent 548 after the discounts at the store and a very happy girl i was.

Thank you, baby.

Caught Syriana, the movie, later on at PS. It really is a captivating show that keeps you thinking about the plot, even after it has ended. And thats what happened to me. It is 'a political thriller that unfolds against the intrigues and corruption of the global oil industry', as stated in its official website (click). In the film, we see how 'multiple storylines weave together to illuminate the human consequences of the fierce pursuit of wealth and power'. I will definitely recommend this movie to all who would understand the complexity of the plot, though i admit i had a many queries during the show.

Memoirs of a Geisha

2006-02-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, to the pavilion @ fareast square it was. The party was a success, though it was undoubtedly over-capacity. With the interior already awfully packed with hardly any space to dance to, much less to snake through the horde of clubbers bouncing to the thumping hiphop rnb music, the queue at the entrance was nonetheless increasing strongly in numbers. Counting the minutes that i was actually in the pavilion itself, it probably amounted to a measly ten minutes. The other ninetynine percent of the time upon reaching the place at 9pm were spent at the shisha area located outside with the boyfriend and his friends. Reason being, i had to wait for the ticket buyers to arrive for the exchange of tickets and money. I left early though, around 2am, because of the fatigue that was gradually settling in due to the mere two hours of sleep from the night before.

Memoirs of a Geisha was definitely intriguing and it completely caught me in illusion. Is the book fiction or real? That's the much debated question that ive found on google about geisha. Some say "the author used different accounts of the life of the geisha and infused in into Sayuri, Hatsumomo and Mameha." Some say it is real because 'it is a translation directly from Chiyo from a tape recorder.' And then there's the debate on the existence of the poster of Mameha, as written in the book. Very interested, i am indeed, about this depreciating culture. The movie definitely differs from the book significantly. To those who have read and seen Memoirs, you should know as well that, the movie isnt filmed exactly as described in the book.

Anyway, the movie has certainly ignited my interest in the Japanese language yet again. Honestly, i havent been attending Japanese lessons for three weeks. But right after watching Memoirs, i realized the language was certainly one that i want to master and be able to write and speak fluently. Fortunately for me, the week i decided to attend again was the last lesson of the semester. This means, it was the day of the speaking test and written test. Really, i was totally afraid of failing because i did well the previous semester, and if i were to fail, repeating the course again would mean i couldnt graduate poly with an advanced certificate. I'm currently in the second part of the basic class now. Should i pass, id go up to the intermediate level. I think i kind of screwed speaking test, though im also not very confident in the theory as well. Reason being, i hardly memorized the nouns, pronouns, verbs, adverbs, particles and everything else! I'm hoping for at least a pass, no more high expectations from this module that i have let down on so many a times this semester.

Study week has started and it will last for a week before the papers come crashing in. Guess i really should get down to work from tomorrow onwards and i will certainly do so. Am a little afraid for business management and macroeconomics because i havent been attending lectures for them, and not paying attention during tutorials.

Enough said.

Note!

2006-02-05T05:19:00.000+08:00

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Valentine

2006-02-05T01:10:00.000+08:00

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach..

- Elizabeth Barrnett Browning

The month of February comes with such great anticipation as we look forward to the most romantic holiday of the year. As February 14 approaches, almost everyone would scurry to get hold of candy, flowers, and gifts to be exchanged between loved ones. This act of love does not only exist between couples, but in every other perspective of love. This includes your closest family members, your treasured friends, and your significant other. Well, I searched the web and found that Valentine's Day had various legends depicting of how it came about. Here are two, just for you.

Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men - his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the injustice of the decree, defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. When Valentine's actions were discovered, Claudius ordered that he be put to death.

Valentine actually sent the first 'valentine' greeting himself. While in prison, it is believed that Valentine fell in love with a young girl - who may have been his jailor's daughter - who visited him during his confinement. Before his death, it is alleged that he wrote her a letter, which he signed 'From your Valentine,' an expression that is still in use today.

Indeed, an anonymous admirer or even the special one would sign off a card with that expression.

Valentine's Day isnt just all about i love you's. It extends to the act of appreciation towards someone close to your heart, someone who have been there with you through life's journey of up's and down's, joy and laughter, disappointment and sadness. A shoulder to cry on for sadness; the same shoulder to lean on at times where the company was simply jus enough despite the silence. The wonders of a hug after disappointments to comfort and console; the hug which shares happiness and contentment; the same hug to bid goodbye every single day.

Ive identified three very important people in my life who have been through practically everything with me for the second half of my life on this planet.

Sherlyn; You're an exception, and perhaps that's because you and I have known each other for all our lives. Many grateful thanks to our parents, aye? Although I can hardly recall the childhood memories, we've pictures of it. Having been in the same class for six very long years, which really is the best period of teenage life, I think we've grown to be so alike in many aspects that many were rather envious of us. From handwriting to perfectionism, chocolate obsession to the way we handle projects; I bet no one could ever surpass us. We've finally parted into different tertiary schools, but I still miss you and I miss the way we were before. Inseparable, and I love you very much for everything.

Jiayi; Those times where we'd hang out everyday after school from primary through secondary days was indeed exciting and memorable. Then there were the months of Mavis tuition, that saw us spending afternoons and nights around Heartland area. The studying and gossiping that got us going through everyday. Then, though we drifted in sec3 and things got a little wrong, we survived it. Until the recent outing of you and me only, I realized we had so much to catch up on and that you were still the friend I knew I could count on just like the old times. Yes, we've both changed so much yet I could still feel that bond that existed and kept growing from nine years ago.

Yihui; You're definitely someone irreplaceable. No matter how busy you are, you'd find time for me nonetheless. We've been through so much I cant keep track. Girls' night outs, clubbing, getting drunk and doing silly acts, I know I can never get enough of these. The weekly calls to stay updated and simple acts of care and concern that you gave me are very much appreciated. Up till now, our friendship never wavered.

Jiayi and Yihui - Nine years of friendship and still counting, attributed to Badminton. I'll never forget those tough three-days-a-week trainings with you.

This Valentine's, ive got my special one with me. No words can further describe the depth and extent of love that I feel for my precious sweetheart. Six months and still going strong, this I thank my love for overlooking and accepting my weaknesses and enduring the tough obstacles we had to face.

My love, my valentine;
I love you so very much.

GONG XI FA CAI :D

2006-01-28T16:32:00.000+08:00

Today i woke up to the screaming and yelling of my mum asking me to get up cus the sun was high up in the sky already [ but it's a Saturday!!! :( ]. Yes, it's ChineseNewYearEve and apparently she reminded me to rise early today ta help her clean the house. To think that i wanted to sneak out at 2am and head over ta BF's place fer breakfast and then come back home in the morning. But i dint. So anyhow, i did help alil. Changed the bedsheets to new sets, ironed apparels (super tough, i tell you), read TheNewPaper, hung out the washed clothes, ate HorFun for lunch, edited the blog template, and now, am typing an entry. I foresee myself taking a bath, painting red nails, getting ready for reunion dinner at grandma's.

Alright, ive decided ta leave work aside for these four days and pass time sleeping, eating, watching tv, sleeping, eating, watching tv.. after all those visiting and stuff. And of course, spend time with my everdearest boy.

Anticipating Tuesday's meeting up with the secondary clique (: Chatted with Sherlyn (all time best friend) online two nights ago and we've sorta planned ta meet up after zillion years with everyone else close to us. The usual Gardens i guess, and perhaps Grapevine at night. Great chilling out places. I miss you all many many.

Till then.

PLAYERS & SWINGERS -updated

2006-01-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

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So much in LOVE

2006-01-05T23:03:00.000+08:00

At the school library (:

Today i woke up in the morning and i started the comp. And I've been on it since then til now. Except for minor occasions, when I took baths (twice) and read the newpaper and had my daily meals and watched drama serials (7pm & 9pm) and walked to the refridgerator and back in an attempt to find something to munch on (then i found my favourite Julie's peanut butter biscuit =D).

And after taking 2300hr - 1200hr = 11hours in all, and after subtracting the time spent on the activities stated above, which equals to about 8hours I reckon.. I still have not touched my Macroecons notes! Someone tell me I'm quite dead tmr?

Then again, it's only MCQ and true/false questions. Zzz. But then again, I so wanna score well :( Sulks.

My Sweet Love <3

2006-01-05T03:37:00.000+08:00

Tuesday

The Sweetheart (above, in picture) gave her a surprise by showing up at her doorstep at 8am, just as she was leaving the house. Together, to King Albert Park's McDonald's they went, and a very splendid breakfast they had. You could say that this breakfast was very longed for, for her. The reason's simple - the Sweetheart had been denying her of her favourite breakfast for a very long time! And then, you may ask why. It's because he had been falling asleep at 2+am and waking up past 11am! These occasions led to the inability to order Mac's delivery for his precious. Fury!!! - she always felt.

In the school library later on, which they stayed from 10am till 330pm, a conversation struck in-between studying for POA test that was held at 4pm later that afternoon. And it made her a very happy girl =D

Soccer bets were then placed on the Arsenal-ManU match, where they each spent over 50dollars on several tickets. They left for his house, and she stayed over that night. Both fell asleep around midnight, then woke up at 4am to watch the supposedly exciting match together. Disappointment, they felt, as the match ended in a 0-0 draw. But the pair grinned with glee when the McDonald's delivery man arrived at 6am! They tucked into their meals, then went back to sleep again.

Third-person entry (:
I just felt like it.

PS: Macroeconomics test on Friday!

//EDIT;
The last i checked (440am), Deportivo's leading by 2-0 at 76min & Tottenham just scored 1-0! Yayness! Yes, i placed bets on FOUR matches yesterday. Hahahah. Then again, I gotta recoup my losses on fucken Arsenal-ManU match which i spent 80dollars on, and I still owe my mother 168bucks for previous soccer matches. Zzz. Help, I'm broke!

butterflies (:

2006-01-02T04:25:00.000+08:00

there was a time when i was all alone
waiting for someone i could call my own
i closed my eyes and dreamt you up all day
my prince of charms would ride up
and we'd fly away

A New Year

2006-01-01T17:43:00.000+08:00

The concluding minutes of Year 2005 were spent with the lovelies, namely Weiliang and Yihui (and the whole gang), at Ngee Ann City Civic Plaza's GetTheFunkOut Party-cum-Countdown. It finished with a blast, with the flaring sparkles that utterly blinded our vision, yet was a truly pleasurable moment.

And it was those blinding flashes that got me momentarily blocked for awhile, reflecting and reminiscing on the past year.

Year 2005 flew as quick as it came. Five whole months of slogging and working my ass off 'cus I skipped the first three months of what could have been the best times of the year (fun and exciting as quoted by many). Then it was the collection of the O Level results where joy and disappointment flooded the exam hall, with tears shed and laughter shared. Mid-month of May marked another significant point of year 2005 when I entered Ngee Ann Poly to get started studying yet again. I never regretted choosing Poly over JC although many had told me the latter would have been a better choice for me, and a faster route to Uni. But I think otherwise.

The second half of the year went fine with the new friends made. There were the countless projects and tutorials to rush, which I thought actually brought all of us closer as a group. The many lectures forgone due to late nights and disability to wake up on time were mournfully missed, which I couldnt really forgive myself for doing so.

Then there's also the many clubbing nights with the lovelies, which I doubt need further elaboration.

Finally, this someone special whom I absolutely adore and love with all my heart.

Resolutions for the Year 2006 have not been carefully thought of, but here are a few:-
1. To maintain my current academic performance
2. To improve on my current academic performance
(Yes, im academically inclined)
3. To make the best out of year 2006
4. To keep a relationship going strong
5. To be more understanding and sensitive towards others
And lastly, with words of advice from someone..
6. To live in the present, not the past.

listening: Kanye West ft Jamie Fox - Golddigger

2005-12-26T23:20:00.000+08:00

i bless the day i found you
i want to stay around you
and so i beg you
let it be me

so never leave me lonely
tell me you'll love me only
and that you'll always
let it be me

From this moment, YOU are the one.

..my only wish

2005-12-23T04:02:00.000+08:00

..and all i want is one thing

tell me my true love is here

he's all i want, just for me

underneath my christmas tree

i'll be waiting here

santa that's my only wish this year..

Still

2005-11-20T02:42:00.000+08:00

If the sun should refuse to rise
And the moon doesnt hang in the night
The tides wont change, seasons rearrange
When the world is through
I will still love you

Carl's Jr burgers

2005-10-15T01:22:00.000+08:00

Gave Dancesport class a miss ytd in order to have sufficient time before the party. Met up with Yihui Brennan & Weiliang for dinner at Marina Square's Carl's Jr. It was our first time there and i swear, they've the largest burger ive seen to date. Like Brennan commented, those burger sizes we see at Mac's, BurgerKing etc are all asian size burgers. Carl's Jr burgers are about two and a half times larger and we all had a hard time finishing it.

If you want to indulge in a big, delicious, juicy burger, look no further than Carl's Jr.

After that it was down to Club Momo around 10pm. Got the tickets at 10bucks (: They had some Camp Babes 2005 Contest, kinda made everyone so bored til 11pm came and the music started. Saw Winnie and gang as usual, lol. Opened a bottle of Bourbon before the dancing commenced. Those two guys got drunk at 230am so i sent them off in a cab. Then the night carried on for Yihui and i til closing time.

Work's continuing as usual, double shifts as much as possible (:

Ck just sent me a song. It's You by Ryan Cabrera. Great lyrics.

Another night goes by without sleeping
Cause i know i wont wake up next to you
Another life goes by without dreaming
And i cant help but think that mine will too

Im standing before you with this label on my head
Im pleading before you for you to understand

Baby it's you
When i look up in the sky i see you
Then i turn and close my eyes
It's you
When im sitting all alone in my room
Everything reminds me of you

The time is slow and i am sinking
Into a hole blackened with lies
And though i made it myself
You stand watching as my life passes me by

Im standing before you with this label on my head
Im pleading before you for you to understand

How much i adore you
I'll be there till the end
When everything falls down
Will you hold my hand

Baby it's you
When i look up in the sky i see you
Then i turn and close my eyes
It's you
When im sitting all alone in my room
Everything reminds me of you

Scandalous

2005-10-12T02:31:00.000+08:00

Yes, and im finally back here after a month's hiatus. The semestral exams were fairly well done given the time and effort i had put in. Results came out on the 6th of october and i got awoken by the sms which came at 830am from the school. Must really say that im quite satisfied with the grades. Three AD's, one A and two Bplus. GPA's 3.86 .. Could have been better! Think i kinda screwed papers for CIP given the high marks i got for projects. Flo and i were pondering over this issue. And much anxiety has been ceased for Norman, Wilbert & Weiliang cos they 'wont be wandering ghosts' next semester (: Three cheers!

Then it's back to working double shifts at Swissotel banquet once again, with Dancesport classes in between. There's gonna be more ChaChaCha and Rumba to learn and perfect, and to get the Formation Team up-and-going as soon as possible. So much to do in so little time!

New timetable's out. It's much better than last sem's in that we get to go home earlier on Tuesdays & Thursdays at 1pm! Then again, the other three days end at 4 or 5pm. The unlucky thing is, Fridays are from 1 to 5pm on even weeks, and 3pm to 5pm for odd weeks. Like wth? Total waste of time. Whatsmore, its IS (Interdisciplinary Studies) modules. Zzz.

Alright it's been a looong entry and ive only got 3hours left to catch my beauty sleep (hah!) til i get up for the 16hour long working day again. Sigh.

Club Momo this Thursday!

last beautiful girl

2005-09-11T15:02:00.000+08:00

LOVE;

The irresistable desire to be irresistibly desired.

---

Exams start tmr yet im barely prepared. Life's so different from secondary days, im not as disciplined as before. Four papers in five days and i'll be resuming my working life again (: Looking very much forward to it since i havent returned for two months now and lotsa changes have taken place. Will be having a month-half holiday til semester begins and ive got lots on my to-do list.

crazy little thing called love

high, so highh.

2005-09-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

And she's so high (See Charis' red face)

Been getting real high on alcohol the past two weekends. Made new friends introduced by mum at Starlet, the pub she frequents twice a week and we've become drinking khakis. Billy Bombers dinner with Charis&Krystle ytd, then down ta Starlet. And we three got high along with the rest. Supper before heading ta my place fer stayover (:

Semestral exams in 9days time. Oh no.

Party!

2005-08-09T23:41:00.000+08:00

Party at Gotham Penthouse last night was a blast! The place was totally packed zz. Met people (: Cia, Weini, Val, Winnie, Puicheng and others. Left for 7-eleven with WL and Wins' group cos of minor hitch in sound system & supposedly raid, then returned soon after. Stayed til it ended. Supper & icecream with WL. Reached home at 5am.. Super tired.

Id say Club Momo's still the best, better than Phuture/Zouk too.

Past week have been busy. Rouge with WL, Sean, David on Thursday; followed by midnight Charlie & the Chocolate Factory with WL. And BSTA test on monday kinda sucked.

Finals for NP Open (badminton) this saturday! Yayness.

Wooooots!

2005-07-23T16:10:00.000+08:00

The past fortnight was study break and common test week. Intensive studying and initial d anime. Last stage to completion though its on-going. The Lost series after that (: Papers were alright, considering the fact that most of us thought it'd drain the blood outta us.

Retail therapy after the last paper on friday. Shopping, yes. Spent 400plus on 8items, plus wednesday's 2items will total abt 500plus. Then there's tmro's shopping date with the cousins too. Spotted many more items which i left for tmro's expense. Zzz im going broke broke broke.

Met Yuanhong fer dinner at FarEast. Saw Jessica Grace Deepa Sharon & friends at PS; gosh i soo miss them. Met Yihan at Cine. Last minute decision ta Club Momo! First time there (yes im slow) but i havent been clubbing for many many months. Great place, great music (: will definitely go again.

Very much looking forward ta activities agn. It's so boring the past two weeks cos school life kinda disappeared. Then agn, it'll mean reachng home at 10pm. Zzz.

Exhausted

2005-07-03T16:04:00.000+08:00

The past week has been horrendous! Reaching home between 9-10pm everyday from school, sleeping at 2+am and waking up at 7am has exhausted me completely. Jap classes & badminton trainings, dancesport practices, peertutoring sessions.. all held after 6pm. And the two presentations i had ta prepare speeches for, really tiring.

This schedule will repeat for the many many more weeks ahead.

Anyhow, worked ytd from 9am til 3am! Madness i must say, but thoroughly enjoyable. Outside catering at Asian Civilisation Museum(ACM). 'Twas an Autralian-Russian buffet-style wedding, all angmohs! Lol. Loading stuffs, unloading stuffs, carrying stuffs up to 2nd level, did settings, cleared settings, loading stuffs, unloading stuffs. Right, that was what we did from the departure of the hotel to ACM, and back to hotel. And yes, everything ended by 3am.

Aisles to the ballroom. Pretty :)

Chinese themed wedding; IOC pass

International Olympics Convention's (IOC) started already! Hotel's under super super tight security, i tell you. Imagine 500+ policemen bombarding the whole place. Zzz.. Metal detectors and screenings at every entrance/exit, road blocks in cityhall area, and trains just whizzed past the station to the next. Worst than Istana lah! And yes, even employees cant enter/walk around the hotel unless you have a special IOC pass. Policemen stationed outside lifts as well. That's how bad it is.

Ending off, my whole body's aching like fuck! Damned.

Time

2005-06-24T00:42:00.000+08:00

Ive got two project presentations due next week, one after the other! OCOM's finalised and rehearsed roughly, thank god (we're fast). CIP's still going well with most things done except stuff to do on excel. After these two, more's coming up lah, tsk!

Tutorials and more tutorials as well! Been trying to do them when i come home right after the lecture so that it doesnt pile up high like it used to be in the early weeks. Now's week 5 already. How time flies. Week 8's holiday, but Week 9's common test week. How ironic. That's the reason im feeling the stress already (though freshies are supposed to still be playing).

Been staying up til 2am this whole week just to get projects & tutorials completed, and waking up 5hrs later. Not enough please! Have begun to take short naps in lectures hahah. Oh, and i ponned my first lecture since school started. And it isnt to go out!! Instead, OCOM project was done at KingAlbertPark's Macs for a few hours. Good productivity though. =)

Is the flu bug around? I caught it, and so has all the girls in the clique! Oh gosh. Been coughing lots lately too. Sigh.

Out with Adrian to catch the thrilling Initial D movie at 7plus. Marche for dinner before that! CIP meeting on saturday morning, then it's work at 3 to 1130pm, which i reckon will be extended to 12plus 1am if im doing a wedding! Tsktsk.

2005-06-19T23:02:00.000+08:00

They just called and screamed "Take it off! Take it off! If not i'll.." And they go threatening me as usual. Nope, it aint loansharks or bigbullies. They're the casts of pure entertainment at the end of the previous entry :) My cousins; Krystle & Charis.

Hahahahahahaha.

Events :)

2005-06-19T17:50:00.000+08:00

Decided to revert back to the old template, simply cause i missed it. Anyhows, the past week saw many events :)

Wednesday
Wilbert's 17th birthday celebration at Cafe Cartel packed with Swensens' icecream cake. Partyworld after that.

Wilbert; birthday boy & Norman

Yijuan Kim Karen Florence Jaclyn

For more pictures, click here.

Friday
Lynette's 7th birthday celebration at Mac's (whatsnew). Lotsa 7yrolds running all over the place! Cousins' outing after that.

Here, for the album.

Saturday
Ordered pizza for dinner at my place and i taught them ChaCha! Learnt it in school, one of my modules, hahs.

Detailed descriptions of the two days in their blogs :)

2005-06-10T01:05:00.000+08:00

The one and only; No, Norman.. I dunt love you. When did i ever mention it? Lols.

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Nothing much ta say except, poly's all about fun!
It's all about 5girls&2guys, all crazy & wild.
Eating & playing & sleeping in lectures.
Projects, tutorials & crazy teachers.
Extremes, i must say.
One dresses like a nightclub girl;
Discriminates the male gender & talks nonstop,
Loud, crazy & thinks she's funny,
But no, not even.
The other's strict & demanding;
Interrogative teaching,
Endless questions & sarcasm.
The tutor from hell, unless you love her.

The irony's that their good friends.

School

2005-05-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

Its been four days since school started and i must say its been super enjoyable. There's the bunch of girls whom ive grown ta love, laugh and gossip with; the other girls in tutorial who're often the topic of conversations; and ofcos the one and only who's the center of attraction in lectures.

Modules im taking now are a whole new concept as compared to secondary school. They're so foreign to me. Gone are the languages, maths and science. Lectures get more confusing with each passing one. It's like the lecturer's speaking french. Ive took up Jap classes too.

One/two-hour breaks btw tutorials & lectures are spent filling our growling stomachs; chatting/surfing net on our notebooks; and walking to the other end of campus for lectures. Simply hate it that lecture theatres are the furthest from entrance. Oh yes, we sit at the second row (nobody sits front row so we're first) intending to be diligent and all. It failed though. We still fall asleep and use phones.

Anyway, the past three days after school have been spent with a movie with Jessica (like finally); dinner with Krystle&Yulin (Charis pangsehed us); hair cut&highlight with Adrian. Next week onwards, i'll be a good girl. Ive spent enough, or so i think. It's all the weather's fault. I take cab on rainy & late days; sometimes to&fro. And its like, each trip's 12bucks. After calculation, i reckon 50% of weekly allowance goes to transportation. The rest's on food.

I kinda love school now :)

Mum&I - before a wedding dinner

Day out

2005-05-16T00:06:00.000+08:00

Went out with my three beloveds today! They arrived at my place whilst i was still nestled in bed, and literally pounced on me. Total shock of my life, i tell you. Super great time out once again, it just never fails with them around. Caught House Of Wax and instantly regretted =/ Screamed like a thousand times, or whatever. Awfully gruesome. My treat at Billy Bombers next.

And yes Krystle, thanks for having to post embarrassing pasts of our lives again. "I hate you, but i love you.."

The beloveds.

Me and Krys showing our braces!

Nessa; Ive not forgotten you, not ta worry! We'll arrange another outing soon yes? Hugs.

2005-05-13T23:59:00.000+08:00

The past week have been fun fun fun! Genting trip on 9 to 11 May was nice! Altogether 12 part-timers 4 full-timers :P It was freakin cold, like 14degree celsius. And the fog kinda spoilt it all larh. Anyway, its more about the company we had.

My roommate :)

NP orientation on the 12th with Val in the afternoon and then it was shopping+dinner at Bugis. Cabbed down cos we dint know how ta get to mrt? I better learn the routes soon, hah.

Caught up with Charis after work today at Town. Have started on intensive shopping which is gonna last a few days! Ive got a whole list of things ta buy and am getting prepared for poly! Yayness. Gone will be the days where id laze at home or spend like my bank account's limitless or drag myself from bed every morning for work and get home super tired out at night.

2005-05-02T23:30:00.000+08:00

The negative effects of working has taken its toll on me by now. It's worst than schooling cos I only get to sleep at 1230 every night and wake up by DAWN at like 530ish, take the freakin cold bus [or mrt sometimes] to CityHall and gorge myself with food by 10am.

Each day will begin with several goodmornings and then runnin' all over the place to look for the cursed trolleys [which has caused countless quarrels within EVERY single staff], a quick cuppa and then here comes the guests at 800am sharp.

Then the night shift arrives and the usual routine of rollcalls start with the checking of grooming, followed by explaining the dinner's program. So far this week SM Goh Chok Tong has made appearance twice. One with the King of Jordan and two, to attend NTUC's May Day dinner at which tribute was paid to him [as usual]. And ofcos, security checks were made for every guest and staff by the vast number of police officers.

Turning attention to school life [finally after 730495 years], poly's starting on 24may but i still dont know much about the do's&don'ts rules&regulations where im supposed to go for classes and whatnots. Ordered my notebook and am patiently waiting for its delivery! Checked my timetable and its like everyday ends at 4plus. Zzz. But i think most probably i'll skip a few lectures [from experience of ex-freshmen of poly friends] here and there. On the other hand, i think i should be a good kid.

So there you go, an update of my month-long disappearance!

just anotherr

2005-04-04T00:20:00.000+08:00

even if the sun refuse to shine
even if romance ran out of rhyme
you would still have my heart
until the end of time
ure all i need
my love, my valentine

**and i could never see you depart us

2005-03-29T13:02:00.000+08:00

Seriously i dunt know what's wrong with that fucking asshole. And i thought it was carelessness on my part. But no.

Bought a new 7610 ytd and was using my mum's e700, placed them in the locker and went for work. Both were gone 5hours later.

Made a police report.

Im currently still speechless, hahs.

2005-03-26T00:51:00.000+08:00

I lost my phone today.

Sigh.

dont walk away..

2005-03-22T23:25:00.000+08:00

Here we are at the crossroads once again
Ure telling me ure so confused
You cant make up your mind
Is this meant to be, ure asking me

But only love can say -
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i'll just play my part
And pray ull have a change of heart
But i cant make you see it through
Thats something only love can do

Ive tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

I know if i could find the words
To touch you deep inside
Ud give our dream just one more chance
Dont let this be our last goodbye

Break

2005-03-05T12:06:00.000+08:00

Finally got another MC again today. Couldnt wake up as usual. Let's see. In the past 3 weeks that i havent been updating, i..

1. Changed phone to N7610 + 256MB memory card ($70+) Cos ive got $500 voucher & trade-in
2. Got myself an iPod mini + accessories ($500+) Another $69 item and im satisfied
3. Covered losses in my bank acct (its now more than usual!)
4. Worked & went out on Vday (lost & got back wallet from a kind soul) Lucky?
5. Got back Olevel results, not very pleased with it though
6. Applied courses for poly (jc's out cos i dunt wanna do subjects again)
7. Exhausted from 7-11's

2005-02-09T02:12:00.000+08:00

1. Ive got 3 stitches on my left index. Almost chopped it off.

2. Worst cabfare taken ytd to pick and send a drunk friend home.
- Cityhall to BukitBatok $10
- BukitBatok to Tampines to Hougang $33 (inclusive of midnight charge)

3. Ive got a week off from work.

Destiny changes anything

2005-02-01T00:56:00.000+08:00

Finally done with Caltex Masters part1. Shagged. 5am to 9pm kills me. But as i took pay tdy, woah. I feel the rush, hahas. It's like about 100 a day? Anyway, wanted ta change to inhouse this week but schedule's out alr, cos its super tiring. And i MC-ed on saturday cos i cldnt get up, and i really fell sick ytd&tdy. Hahas. Okay, part2 has arrived.

sher; Yeaps, i'll heed your advice. Thanks.

charis; Many more outings k! Okay i stop work you give me money larhs :) Well the only period im taking a break is cny's week. And we'll be meeting everyday right? I miss you.

gloria; Yes i saw him lol. Nick Dougherty's the winner and he's like super cute&gdlooking! Ive got a staff pass so i can anyhow walk ard. Those onlookers were so jealous can hahs.

summertime feeling

2005-01-24T00:49:00.000+08:00

Realised my entries are mostly abt work and nth else but thats my life now. Nevertheless, here are a few happenings of the week.

1. Staff d&d on thurs night. All the 7-11 ppl attended, yay! Sat tgt plus Yihui, total 8guys 2girls one table. Ballroom was decorated super nice. Black theme; so black tables&chairs. Buffet dinner. And finally we get served by (agency) ppl! Dancing started at 1030pm. R&b plus techno. Right, and a fight broke out btw the guys in my group & the malays. Managers then stopped the whole thing so we left. Slacked outside & drank. Played pool til 6am then homeee.

2. Met the colleagues agn after work on Sat night. Wenta one of their place & mahjonged til 2am. Would have stayed longer if not fer 7am shift i had the next day! They're so much fun. And i was overall winner!

Okay next week's schedule goes like this.
Mon; Off
Tues & Wed; 8am
Thurs - Sun; 5am
Super xiong (fierce) sia, and everyday ends abt 1plus 2am? Might be given rooms at Swissotel ta stay fer the week though, not confirmed yet. It's Caltex Master golf tournament! Will be catering meals whole week at Laguna Golf Club where its held.

And the next next week? Samsung Open. This time its ladies' golf. The above's fer men. Yeps i expect it ta be just as xiong. Lols, i like it.

2005-01-18T23:59:00.000+08:00

Today 6am-11pm.
Tmr 5am arhs!

Collapsing soon :)

bring it back

2005-01-14T00:20:00.000+08:00

Everyone at work's betting how long i can continue with this 7-11 regular life. Lols. They dunt know the machine in me! Wells been reducing ta 7am-5pm lately cos i hardly get double shifts unless replacing friend. And i hate being nagged at by the aunties early in the morning. Spoils my whole day. Damn.

cK; I know you do :)

sher`; Thanks fer always being there. I love you.

sharmagne; Slaps* Okay i'll lose more weight.

jam; You are?

nessaaa*; You're simply the sweetest.

_michelle; Thanks! Though i dunt know you well.

davvvvvvvid; Your 7 v's. I miss you too! Sorry ive been rejecting clubbing dates haha.

ignorance

2005-01-11T01:41:00.000+08:00

Started work as a regular and its been super tiring. Used ta work 6pm-6am (we call it six-six) but now its 7-11 :) Short fer 7am-11pm. 16hours nonstop! Replacing friends fer night shifts almost everyday too. One hour breaks are spent sleeping in the locker room hahs. Totally shagged. Well thats cos i only get 3-4hours sleep at night.

Everyone's ignoring/drifting/heckcaring me these few days. No one cares anymore. Maybe its a good thing, is it? Oh wells.

..my only hope

2005-01-06T01:59:00.000+08:00

Even after watching twice in the movies, a zillion times on vcd and reading the book, i still cry so much fer the same scenes. Why's that? A walk to remember. I love it. My eyes are red and hurting now, so much fer the tears.

Sorry fer everything. I'll go far away from you.. from everyone. I might even disappear.

..hao xiang ni

2005-01-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

I wake up in the morning and i wonder
Why everything's the same as it was
I cant understand
How life goes on the way it does

Don't they know it's the end of the world
It ended when you said goodbye

seperated

2005-01-04T23:20:00.000+08:00

Live your life and i'll live mine
You'll do well and i'll be fine

'Cos we're better off seperated..

Im sorry we didnt make it

..boredom

2005-01-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

Somebody save me! Oh gosh, i nvr knew staying home fer 3 days cld tear my life apart (?) It's super boring pls. Painted (touch up) my room & watched two vcds jus now. Okay, i need life and cash. One more week ta go before i resume work. Yayness, i'll stay overnight there then. Hahs.

I dont like to be alone in the night

But i do love you

2005-01-04T16:43:00.000+08:00

Goodbye
There's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
I'll never know again

..dying, crying

2005-01-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

I hope you find someone to please you
Someone who'll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

And I'd do anything for you
I'll give you up
If that's what i should do
To make you happy

I can pretend each time i see you
That i dont care and i dont need you
And though inside i feel like dying
You know you'll never see me crying

Dont you ever think that i dont love you
That for one minute i forgot you
But sometimes things dont work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

Say you'll stay

2004-12-31T02:31:00.000+08:00

Wednesday
Shopped with Yihui Szeyin Kailin
Went home fer change of clothes
Zouk/Phuture with another bunch
Nonstop r&b 10pm til 4am
They're crazy, includes me (?)
Whined the whole night
(Cos) dint dance mambo/retro

Thursday
Slept only 4hours
Lunched with the clique
Met Krys
Caught Phantom of the Opera
Movie of the year pls
Downloaded soundtracks alr
Charis came
Dinner at Nooch (wheelock)
Home at midnight

Sentosa countdown soon
Got tics at $12 few days ago
We'll see how it goes
Dunt wanna meet anyone
Who'll ruin my mood :)

Say you love me
Every waking moment
Say you need me
With you, now and always
Promise me that all
You say is true

Love me
That's all i ask of you

Like a rose

2004-12-29T01:01:00.000+08:00

Kye's company the past two days, inclusive of Yihui today :) Its been great just chilling out actually. Ive been drifting from my friends and i need ta get them back soon.

Faults are thick where love is thin.

..someday you'll know

2004-12-28T00:07:00.000+08:00

A little time ago we said goodbye
But my tears still aint dry
So many things i could have done
Wishing i was still the one

Suicide is confession.

Waiting for you

2004-12-27T03:14:00.000+08:00

Sunday, 26 december
- 5pm; Met up with Krystle & Charis
- 655pm; Kung Fu Hustle at Lido
- 830pm; Home fer dinner
- 1130pm; Met up with cousins of Bali Gang
- 1145pm; Seed of Chucky at Lido
- 130am; Cabbed home

Dental's at 8am in 4+ hours time :)

Waiting for you to kiss me at night
Waiting for you to come to my dreams

Christmas

2004-12-25T16:07:00.000+08:00

Christmas Eve was spent with the girlfriends. Clubbed and got super tipsy, did lotsa silly stuffs. Left at 4am fer Meet The Fockers at Cine. Cabbed back at 630am. And i puked before going up the lift.

But you werent there fer me.

Ive decided ta let destiny handle my life cos there's absolutely nothing i could do. Those 'why' questions ive been asking myself will finally come to an end. Those memories will forever be imprinted, and are the hardest to erase and stop myself from thinking.

Christmas wasnt what i wished it would be.

New Year's next and i so dread it. Im reminded of the past once again. Im living in denial. Help me, someone.

Hurt, deserved.

2004-12-24T13:29:00.000+08:00

The promise;
You and me holding hands,
Strolling under the christmas lights.

But it was not to be.
For ive been replaced.

Letting go

2004-12-24T01:30:00.000+08:00

We had the right love at the wrong time
Guess i always knew inside i wldnt have you for a long time

Sometimes goodbyes are not forever
It doesnt matter if ure gone

I still believe in us together
I understand more than you think i can

But somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
It doesnt really matter when

And somewhere down the road
I know that heart of yours will come to see
That you belong with me

Letting go is just another way to say
I'll always love you so

Sweetest goodbye

2004-12-23T13:24:00.000+08:00

Went Zouk/Phuture last night with cousins & friends. Total 9 people, 3 guys 6 girls. Saw people. Phuture was super squeezy i hate the human jams! Zouk's r&b and Phuture's mambo were damnit shiok. I think i was more in love with mambo when dancing ta it but passion fer r&b came back when i switched. Tsk, i like both lahs. Phuture ended well with numb/encore, then went over ta Zouk and continued til 4am. Imitated those people on the podium, hahs so fun. Too bad i wasnt drunk. Cabbed home then.

Oh yeahs, found a Nokia 7200 whilst going opp. coffeeshop ta eat and Francis just had ta snatch it away claiming he found it. Decided ta let him have it since he's currently phoneless, or id have sold it.

Come on lets twist again..

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I still remember the night we met
You said you loved my smile
But your love for me was like a summer breeze
Oh it lasted for a while
I could hold on a little tighter i know
But when you love someone you gotta let them go

So im gonna smile
Cause i want to make you happy
Laugh, so you cant see me cry
im gonna let you go in style
And even if it kills me
Im gonna smile

You've really gone away.

..my only wish

2004-12-22T03:14:00.000+08:00

..and all i want is one thing

tell me my true love is here

he's all i want, just for me

underneath my christmas tree

i'll be waiting here

santa that's my only wish this year..

..i will be

2004-12-19T23:14:00.000+08:00

I know i will never find someone else like you
I know i will be lost without you
I know i will do anything for you
Even if it means giving up my dreams
I will gladly do

I know what i wanted now
It was too clear
I showered the rose with all the love that i have
Hoping that it will glow again
It did
The sight in front of me bought back memories of long ago
I know that the years of waiting has paid off
And in the process i have learned alot

I can hardly live a day without seeing my roses
I can hardly live a day without talking to them

My first love
My last love
My only love
You

Does it sound familiar ta you?
All these used ta be but now they arent
That promise made fer 24th december
I guess it has totally vanished
But i will be here waiting

'Cause all i want fer christmas; is you

Bali trip

2004-12-19T03:15:00.000+08:00

A week in Bali was definitely great. Away from all the problems except the one thing that was constantly on my mind. Well it ended the day before i left fer Sg ..

Time spent was superb. The 6 of us cousins; Francis Yulin Charis RongQing Krystle & Me. Briefly,
- Stayed in a resort by the sea
- Mornings & nights were terrorised by Francis
- Visited tourist sites
- Snorkelled & got sunburnt backs
- Tanned & swam from morning til evening on the last day
- Daidee-ed under the sun (tanning); loser swims laps
- SQ flights were nice :)

Pictures will be uploaded when ive received more. We've even got snorkelling pictures thanks ta our guide who has waterproof camera casing.

Came back had dinner then met up again fer an 1130 movie. Ocean's Twelve a good show. Francis sent us back with his reckless swerves & blasting music again :) Nice.

How could you..

2004-12-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

I wonder if she makes him smile
The way he used to smile at me
I hope she doesnt make him laugh
Because his laugh belongs ta me

How could an angel break my heart
Why didnt he catch my falling star
I wish i didnt wish so hard
Maybe i wished our love apart

How could you break my heart

..this is true

2004-12-08T02:13:00.000+08:00

And after all that's been said and done,
Im still missing you.

Ive waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So i will not hide, its time to try
Anything to be with you

All my life ive waited.. this is true

Work

2004-12-06T01:26:00.000+08:00

Im so freaking exhausted. Everywhere's aching.
Reason? Let's see.

Saturday
12pm - 12am:
`Outdoor Catering - Wedding at CHIJMES

Sunday
1230am - 530am:
`Slacked at CHIJMES
`KPool at Cine
`Late night supper at Coffee Club
7am - 1130pm:
`Worked my ass off - could even doze off whilst standing

Monday
9am - 1130pm:
`Working yet again

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Dint even get a wink of sleep these two days. Glad that you're actually enjoying yourself. The wedding at CHIJMES was so nice. Remembered the times spent there. Oh wells, everything's over. Working and working keeps me busy but doest keep my mind off things.

Why?

Still; Eternity

2004-12-03T13:27:00.000+08:00

If the sun should refuse to rise
And the moon doesnt hang in the night
The tides wont change, seasons rearrange
When the world is through
I will still love you

I'll always look back as i walk away,
This memory will last for eternity.

Ive got the answers.

You're still the one

2004-12-03T02:22:00.000+08:00

When i first saw you, i saw love.
And the first time you touched me, i felt love.
And after all this time, you're still the one i love.

---

Tell me what ive heard aint true.
Tell me you dint do anything behind me.
Tell me what we had was real.

Tell me im still the one you love.

2004-12-02T03:46:00.000+08:00

//EDIT ;

TT AA UU FF II KK !!
Yayness! Gonna buy his album pls, no doubt!
Lalala.

Am at my cousin's place now. Headed out straight after the results were announced. Cabbed ta Cine fer 1130 movie, After The Sunset, with Charis Krystle Yulin Francis Ray. Woah, really nice show with afew sexual scenes. The plot was good too! Prata supper near Yulin's place then went ta her place. Francis was driving which was a totally wrong idea pls. Reckless driver swerving here and there. Dots.

Rights. Krystle & I practised like super hard ta play a birthday song fer Charis on the recorders. Got it nice & right after 11 NGs. Lol, recorded on handphone. Laughters followed after every mistake larh hahs. So we're now playing daidee. Guess we're gonna stay here overnight ayes, its gonna be 4am soon. Swimming & BBQ at Charis' later on. It's her birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHARIS!

Chinablack in the night? We'll see. Lol.

Lalala

2004-12-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

Prom pictures are up!
Go view them, lols.
All the pretty girls,
Plus a few handsome ones (?)

Lalala.

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Oh yes. Supposed ta work at 5pm today.
BUT I GOT SENT HOME FOR HAIR COLOUR.
Like what the hell larh.
Alright, its the second time i got caught.
"Black, the next time." They say.
"Brown spray just aint enough."
Right, another $9.90 soon ta be gone.
Except fer the heartache of 72bucks flying away,
At least i get ta watch SgIdol live at home! Lols.

Go Taufik, Go!